gudnite

i looked up into the stars in the sky
and i started to wonder why
...
i think there's hope with this one yet
...
i still think that, maybe... just maybe
...
tomorrow is halloween... maybe i'll take off my mask for just one night
...
today isn't even halloween, but already the parties have started... I've already seen a slutty french maid, a slutty cat, and a slutty pirate. it's almost a shame i won't be out partying tomorrow night.
almost.
...
the new wolfmother cd makes me think of black sabbath. i think if i were high it would be a totally different, wonderous event
...
i
just
think
that
...
the air around me is cold
so cold
but there's a warmth
in your touch
and in your words
i just can't wait
to feel you next to me
i just can't wait
to see you again
i just can't wait
i just can't wait
everyone around me is so cold
so cold
i need your warmth
i need your touch
i need your words
i just can't wait
i just can't wait
i just can't wait
...
there must be something about us
something normal
something normal
there must be something about us
it feels so normal
it feel so normal
my heart it travels through time
this isn't normal
i know its not normal
my heart, it travels though time
i know it's not normal
there's so much out there
and it absorbs us
why can't this be normal
my heart, it travels though time
there must be something about us
it feels so normal
...
no longer no longer
what you ask
strange steps
bring us back
those cinders,
they splinter
and strike a match
strange steps
take us back
take us back
so sweetly
you held me
you suddenly complete me
you suddenly complete me
...
i saw you, today.
you smiled at me.
you didn't mean for me to see it
but i did.
and i smiled back
...
there's no story tonight. i'm sorry. these are just words and thoughts and what i feel right now. right htis second.
and no
i'm not drunk.
i know that's what you think when i write like this
but it isn't always true
sometimes
but not all times.
tonight i'm just.... thinking
of what might be
of what i want to be
of what probably won't be
but,. i gutess we'll jsut see...

until then, though

good night, dear reader, good night.