It's funny how this blog started out to be my outlet for Serious Writing and not just the random rabble I became known for on Myspace. This was supposed to be what I showed prospective publishers to showcase my brilliant prose and witty views on life.

Oops!

Oh well.

I guess this is just some kind of regression to the mean...

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For all the things I didn't say
For all the times I didn't stay
I want you to know
I need you to know
That I never, ever want you to go.

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No matter what you say, I'm still a fan of hugs

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I was going to say something else, but I realized that I can't. Not now. Not yet. Not here.

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Sometimes I think the backspace key is my best friend.

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I dunno. Sometimes I look back on my life and wonder why I made some of the decisions that I made. I wonder why I loved the people I've loved. I look back and see that there are a few commonalities. each one of them were so incredibly different in so many different ways, but there has always been that one thing they've all had in common.

a quick hello

Hey there, how's it going?
I haven't seen you around in, like, forever. Maybe a little bit longer even.
It's good to see you.
Nono, I mean it... it really is good to see you.
I've kinda missed you.
I mean, I have missed you.
I think about you all the time.
Well, no, not like that... not ALL THE TIME... but I do think about you a lot. I think about the way things used to be. I think about us. I think about the way WE used to be.
It's not like that, exactly...
No... It's not that either...
I mean, I don't really know what to tell you...
No, it's not that I don't WANT to tell you... I just don't know exactly what to say. I think about you. I miss you.
Do I love you? That's a hell of a question... Do you really want me to answer that?
Really?
Ok... Do I still love you.... well... yeah. I mean, I never stopped loving you. That's not something I can just turn on and turn off. It's not something I can just wish away. They say that time heals all wounds, right? Well fuck that. Time can't take away all the nights we spent together. Time can't fix what it feels like to wake up without you by my side. Yeah... Do I still love you? Yes. Yes I do.

random bits from the last few days... done with this, though, and ready to move on to the next one

Never give up on someone you can't go a day without thinking of



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If you really love someone, tell them. Don't worry about looking ridiculous. What's really ridiculous is passing up the opportunity to tell someone that your heart is invested in them.



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Just because somebody doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with everything they've got.



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Now that you're gone



My days are so, so long.



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To live is the rarest thing in the world.



Most people just exist.


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How do you let people go? How do you say goodbye to everything you know, everything you are? Life has this funny way of never stopping, never slowing down. Never letting you catch your breath. Every day the world changes. People change. But at the same time, everything is the same. SSDD. Same shit, different day.
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what is it you're writing on that sheet of paper?
is it something meant for me?
i do think you're something special
sitting underneath that tree.

dream a litlte dream of me

give me something to dream of

give me a piece of you

i need a little something, baby

i need something new

every word that is spoken

every promise has been broken

i need a little something, baby

i need something new