i honestly have no clue what i want right now. i mean, i know i want you, but i also know that i can't have you.
that's a distraction.
i don't blame you.
i can't blame you.
it's just who you are.
and it's just who i am.
if things were different
then things would be different.
but they're not.
so
as i lay here
in the dark
alone
thinking of you
i just have to wonder
are you thinking of me?