Sometimes I wonder how long I can stare at a blank screen until words magically appear on it. It's like I can't sleep anymore until I write something, but sometimes I just don't have anything I really want to say...

I am still living with your ghost
Lonely and dreaming of the west coast
I dont want to be your downtime
I dont want to be your stupid game
With my big black boots and an old suitcase
I do believe Ill find myself a new place
I dont want to be the bad guy
I dont want to do your sleepwalk dance anymore
I just want to see some palm trees
Go and try and shake away this disease
We can live beside the ocean
Leave the fire behind
Swim out past the breakers
Watch the world die
I am still dreaming of your face
Hungry and hollow for all the things you took away
I dont want to be your good time
I dont want to be your fall-back crutch anymore
Ill walk right out into a brand new day
Insane and rising in my own weird way
I dont want to be the bad guy
I dont want to do your sleepwalk dance anymore
I just want to feel some sunshine
I just want to find some place to be alone
We can live beside the ocean
Leave the fire behind
Swim out past the breakers
Watch the world die

....

California dreaming, my friends.... that's where I am right now. Thinking of my next adventure. That's got me thinking about why I feel this need for change. Now that I've starting thinking about it, though, I don't really want to.

Shit.

So much is going to be happening and it's all happening so soon... I just wish it would all start already. I know, though, that once it does, everything is just going to fly by.

So, whenever anyone ever asks me, "what's up?" I usually answer with a "not much, you?" Well... here's what's up over the next few weeks...

2/14 - Sarasota with the Singles
2/21,22 - Boynton Beach / Miami to visit my aunt, uncle and cousins
2/28 - KT comes to town!
3/19-22 - Vega$
3/28 - Baseball Auction
4/7-14 - Project Cali 2! (consisting of SD-LA-SB-SD, with SB possibly canceled meaning more time in LA and/or SD)

So there you go... in a 2 month span I will spend approximately 2 weeks out of town.

Pure Insanity.

I said that I was looking for adventure.... looks like it's right there on the horizon.

Buckle up, folks, this is going to be a WiLd ride...