All you need is love, love is all you need

There is nothing you can do that can't be done

Nothing you can sing that can't be sung

Nothing you can say but you learn how to play the game

It's easy



There's nothign you can make that can't be made

No one you can save that can't be saved.

Nothing you can do but you can learn how to be you

in time - it's easy



All you need is love.



There's nothing youc an know that isn't known.

Nothing you can see that isn't shown.

Nowhere you can be that isn't where you're meant to be

It's easy



All you need is love.



...



every day i dream myself dreaming with you

every night i see myself seeing you

it's like i can see what you can't see

and i can feel so much more than you feel

living in a world that just isn't real



...

I left the " ... " up right up there thinking I was going to come back to write more, but now that I'm here, I'm not sure what to say.

I mean, there's a LOT that I'd want to say, I just don't have anyone to say them to. Y'know?

Y'do. I know you do.

I feel like I'm on the verge of sadness. I'm so close to the edge that I can see it and I can just barely begin to feel it and I know its there. It hasn't overtaken me yet. Not by any means, but...

I'm not sure if its the craziness at work, the impending holidays or just that i miss my family so much, but it seems like I start feeling like this every year around this time.

Either way, I find myself turning to all-to-familiar vices a bit more frequently lately... alcohol and my xbox. I suppose I've been turning to my keyboard lately, too. Of the three, I'd say the keyboard is the most healthy. 'though I guess there's a bit of a snag with that, since I do like to drink a wee bit before I write.

Now, before you start worrying about the fact that I turn to alcohol when I get sad, please bare in mind that tonight I had about 4 or so drinks over a 6 hour period. Yesterday, 1/2 a beer. Night before that, 2 drinks all night. It's been more about frequency than volume.

Anyways... I've become quite the rambling man and, since it's just after 3am, I think I'm going to try and turn my brain off and hope for sweet dreams... wish me luck!

Last night was a very, very strange night.

I sat down to write about what happened, but it was just too much randomness to really make sense of things (so I just posted song lyrics instead.)

I've had a day to really let things soak in, and now, here I am, trying to get things straight.

Work was, well... work. Nothing out of the ordinary there. Right off the bat I should have realized something was happening. I got in my car to drive home and thought "I sure hope I have a few beers in the fridge..." and, within seconds, I received a txt from Tom asking if I wanted to meet him out for a few beers.

Umm...

Yeah. Duh.

I met him at DB's.

As I was pulling into my parking spot, another car pulled in to the empty spot next to me. From that car emerged two of the most beautiful, slutty girls I have seen in a long time. I mean, thier dresses were so tight and so short that they really didn't leave a whole lot up to the imagination.

Unfortunately, that's really their only involvement in the story. I just thought they deserved mention because they obviously tried very hard to make sure they were oggled.

Tom gets to DB, we talk about work. We talk about life. We talk about beer. And we drank beer. Several beers, in fact. And not any weak stuff, either.

None of this is out of the ordinary, yet. I understand you're waiting for some sort of plot twist or big event and I promise you that it's coming.

It is.

It's pretty big.

But I'm not going to get to it tonight. I'm so freaking tired that I'm surprised I even made it this far.

Don't worry, though, I promise I'll finish the story... I mean, I haven't even told you about the psychic yet and that's really the whole point. She wasn't at DB's, but she was a friend of someone we met at the bar there.

anyways.... sleep is calling my name... I promise I'll tell you the rest sometime over the next few days.

I promise.

Trust me, it's worth it.

Anyone Else But You - Moldy Peaches

You're a part time lover and a full time friend
The monkye on your back is the latest trend
I don't see what anyone can see in anyone else but you

I kiss you on the brain in the shadow of a train
I kiss you all starry eyed, my body's swinging from side to side
I don't see what anyone can see in anyone else but you

Here is the church and here is the steeple
We sure are cute for two ugly people
I don't see what anyonce can see in anyone else but you

The pebbles forgive me, the trees forgive me
So why cna't you forgive me?
I don't see what anyone can see in anyone else but you

I will find my niche in your car
With my mp3 DVD rumble packed guitar
I don't see what anyone can see in anyone else but you

Up up down down left right left right B A start
Just because we use cheats doesn't mean we're not smart
I don't see what anyone can see in anyone else but you

You are always trying to keep it real
I'm in love with how you feel
I don't see what anyone can see in anyone else but you

We both have shiny happy fits of rage
You want more fans, I want more stage
I don't see what anyone can see in anyone else but you

Don Quixote was a steel driving man
My name is Dave, I'm your biggest fan
I don't see what anyone can see in anyone else but you

its funny how music has this way of working its magic on me.

I was totally about to write something mildly depressing... I mean, I opened up this blog and was about to start typing when, just before my first keystroke struck, a new song started playing.

Immediately my fingers stopped. my thoughts stopped and were whisked away by the sweet, sweet song.

Anyways... where was I?

No clue.

The thought has escaped me.

so, right now i'm so tired i could just...
well...
sleep.

but that would be too easy and as you all know, i'm not a fan of doing things the easy way.

So instead, here I am, with you.

I've missed you.

I really have.

Now that I'm back, this all feels so natural. So right. But while I was gone, I tried to come back several times. I did. I'd be about to knock on your door and then hesitate. I didn't know what I'd say. I thought it would be.... complicated. But it's not.

I'm here.
You're here.
We're together.
And it's right.

Anyways... there are a few things I wanted to talk with you about tonight, but I think I might be tired enough to just pass out right now....

So I'll save those stories for anohter day.

Sleep well, Dear Readers...

spice and rice

it seems like it's beena while since I've actually written anything on here.

it's not like I don't have anything to say... It's just that I don't really want to say the things that I'm thinking. maybe its that i don't want to think the things that i'm thinking.

it's not like I'm thinking Bad things... they're just not always the Best things.

or the smartest things.

So let's move on to other things, shall we?

yes. lets.

So, I both started and finished house shopping.

That's right.

Started.

And finished.

No, I didn't actually buy a house, but I decided home ownership just isn't right for me at this juncture.

Instead, what I want to do is travel the world.

You see, I've been on bunches of vacations. Pittsburgh, Cleveland, Chicago, New York, Las Vegas, San Diego, Los Angeles.... well, you get the point. All of those places are in the continental US. I've never been out of the country. Not even Canada. The closest I've ever come was once, when I was about 13 I was visiting Vermont and we talked about going to Canada. Then last time I was in San Diego, we climbed a mountain and saw Mexico.

So, since I've already got quasi plans for all my vacations in '10 (Seattle, Vail, Cali, Colorodo again) I won't be making any trips to other countries until '11.

Exciting stuff, I know.

Anyways... I'm going to go rot my brain.

You folks enjoy whatever it is that you enjoy doing.